This is getting old...and quick

[Brady_to_Moss]

So my cousin who I grew up with..playing around the yard...week trips to Maine with...Died Saturday. He sister (my cousin) found him. He had been sick the previous days and when she came home he had no pulse.

He had problems with heroin in the past and I hope it isn't related to that..but we will know here I guess this week.

What hits me the most is he just had a baby girl with his GF 1.5 years ago. Typing this just brings tears to my eyes.

Losing my father almost 3 years ago...Grandfather 6 years ago...When my mom told me in tears...I just didn't know how to feel. I feel numb now when this happens and i don't know if that's normal or not but so many people close to me had died ( I am only 28) that it's.....idk how to describe it. It seems like It's a never ending cycle which in life it is...but...I am just sick and tired of losing family members...it's awful. He was only 30...

I hear my roommates today complain about the drinks they got while down the cape this weekend and I had to go for a drive...people worry about this little BS when what matters is right in front of you...and 90% of people don't realize this..until it hit them that close to home...

Idk i am just here to vent and type this out for others to read.

 

[Ian]

So my cousin who I grew up with..playing around the yard...week trips to Maine with...Died Saturday. He sister (my cousin) found him. He had been sick the previous days and when she came home he had no pulse.

He had problems with heroin in the past and I hope it isn't related to that..but we will know here I guess this week.

What hits me the most is he just had a baby girl with his GF 1.5 years ago. Typing this just brings tears to my eyes.

Losing my father almost 3 years ago...Grandfather 6 years ago...When my mom told me in tears...I just didn't know how to feel. I feel numb now when this happens and i don't know if that's normal or not but so many people close to me had died ( I am only 28) that it's.....idk how to describe it. It seems like It's a never ending cycle which in life it is...but...I am just sick and tired of losing family members...it's awful. He was only 30...

I hear my roommates today complain about the drinks they got while down the cape this weekend and I had to go for a drive...people worry about this little BS when what matters is right in front of you...and 90% of people don't realize this..until it hit them that close to home...

Idk i am just here to vent and type this out for others to read.

Sorry to hear...wish I had words that could make it better, but definitely thinking of you. Just an awful situation...and you've obviously been through a lot. All you can do is focus on yourself and don't let anything derail you from keeping your own life on track and taking care of yourself so you can be there for your family. Hopefully the distraction of the season will also help you get through it. Hang in there

 

[Brady_to_Moss]

Sorry to hear...wish I had words that could make it better, but definitely thinking of you. Just an awful situation...and you've obviously been through a lot. All you can do is focus on yourself and don't let anything derail you from keeping your own life on track and taking care of yourself so you can be there for your family. Hopefully the distraction of the season will also help you get through it. Hang in there

Thank you Ian. That's my goal. TO be there for my family ECT. I always try and get up to Maine to see my mom at least every other weekend just because she's alone and I feel bad and like to go up and grab food and watch the Pats or whatever.

All of my friends are like..you are never around on the weekends. And I know friends are important but I know my mom is going through a rough patch with her father passing, husband now nephew with her mom not doing great. I always tell them sorry guys...family first right now. Seems to be my excuse for the last 3 years now but it's not an excuse you know

 

[supafly]

Lost my little brother to an overdose about 5 yrs ago. There’s no words for losing someone this way. I am terribly sorry for your loss. Feel free to PM me if you ever need to vent. God bless.