and to everyone else, thank you for taking the time to reach out, send a thought or two, a song, an inspirational quote or even just clicking the sad emoji... The support i have received here has helped me in some really sad moments, and your all generosity of spirit will never be forgotten.
Very sorry for your loss, as much as you are "prepared" you never really are.. this probably hit you like a ton of bricks with the heartbreak and such a loss.
Wife is 69 & I am 74, we have had long talks about the "end" and as much as we are prepared, sometimes when I am alone I know the end is coming, and it brings a tear. As much as I think we have covered all the bases nothing will compare to the eventual loss.
I can't imagine your loss.. but my thoughts are with you. Peace.