There was a post earlier in this thread that said the op raised the level of the board. I disagree.
As my wife would have said " y'all's " responses have done that.
That type of a response makes this much much more than an anonymous message board.
Thank you all.
Still thinking about you this morning.
You've got a long emotional pathway with many bends in front of you.
Keep breathing, and come back and talk football when you are ready. We're here when you are, and she'd want you to.