Good morning! I made it through the night and am alive and somewhat well this morning. It's primarily on the strength of my mother and YOU ALL. Man, I just never imagined the kind of support that I got from you all. I really didn't . . . not even when I made the thread. I've said it already, but I'll say again how truly, deeply, genuinely, insanely (LOL) thankful I am that I have five pages and more PMs than I can count from people who never had to take the time to say anything but did anyway. I wish I could repay all of you and maybe this is my small token of gratitude. Anyway, I will be back later today. I have to leave for work today, but I will have a positive mindset knowing that I have a forum, no, an army of people behind me to hold me up and push me forward. I have not always been this way, and I'm fighting to get back to the man I used to be years ago . . . or as close to him as possible. I've always been liked. I've always been well-known. I've always treated people right. I think back to 2009 when I found this forum and have been thinking that maybe yesterday was the reason. So thank you thank you thank you for the kind words. You all will start seeing some PMs later today and throughout the weekend as I begin to respond to each of you. NO cookie-cutter copy paste **** either. Each response will be unique. That's how much I really appreciate you all.