I can't get over this loss either
I've also lost countless hours of sleep over the loss, I would guess at least an hour every night, 2-3 on most nights. I just can't stop thinking about it, I lay down and I say "Okay, I'm not gonna think about the Pats tonight and I'll get a good night sleep for a change." Well, 2 hours, 100 what-if's, 50 could-haves and 75 should-haves later, there I am still thinking about it. It's like I can't get it out of my head, I think the only cure will be a Super Bowl victory, 11+ months from now
My girlriend tells me I take Boston sports too seriously and that I should see a counselor, maybe shes right