Yes, you're saying that you want something GIVEN to you. You want something at X dollar value given to you for 1/20th X dollar value, hence a "gift" of 19/20ths of that overall amount. You obviously DO need a speech from someone to understand what you're asking.
So what? You bought merchandise from the Patriots. That and a quarter will get you a cup of coffee (at least where I work). It entitles you to enjoy the merchandise and the merchandise alone. It is not a promissory note for further goods or services from the Patriots or Kraft Enterprises. Once you GIVE Kraft YOUR money, it then becomes HIS money. That's called FREE enterprise. If it bothers you so much, don't give it to him. He'll live on somehow without it...
I myself would love it if tix were a lot less, but that's the price we pay for rooting for a juggernaut like this. I accept it. If I absolutely need to go to a game, I'll pay.