Ahhh, so now we see.
You can't see it now and you will more than likely attack me for saying this but you will see when you are about 26-30 years old that you really don't know anything right now. You think that getting laid every night (your hand doesn't count) is some kind of accomplishment or will make other people jealous (when it really just shows your immaturity).
I can guarantee you that there are many people on this board that played sports when they are 19 and were very good in their leagues. The difference now is that there are WAY more important things in life to deal with, stuff that you have no understanding of but who am I to tell you any of this, you already know everything don't you?
The fact that you are 19 ruins any credibility you may have had with some people because (shhh, you don't know it now but you will in the future, we all realize it later in life) you are not as smart as you think. Don't get mad at this because it's just a fact of life.