For me, it goes beyond this current mess, although this has certainly added fuel to it. I have been uneasy for awhile now. I don't like the way the NFL handled the domestic violence situation and I think that they don't give a crap about women at all, no matter how many weepy eyed commercials they produce. It's tough for me to support them when they handled the Ray Rice fiasco as they did. And I also don't like hearing about players that I followed a long time ago and more recently having awful health issues. I'm sure fans of 'the '85 Bears had an absolutely sublime time that season…but what does it mean now, with Ditka saying he wouldn't tell kids to play the sport, and Jim McMahon with early-onset dementia. How can those fans look back on that and feel the same? And I want to keep tossing my money and time at this why exactly?