HER DIARY Tonight I thought he was acting weird. I was shopping with my friends all day long and had gone to dinner with them as well, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing and I asked him what was wrong; he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. I told him that I loved him, and he reluctantly smiled. I can't explain his behavior; I don't know why he didn't say I love you too. I feel as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and stared at the television. He seemed distant and absent. Finally, I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed, and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. He fell asleep - I cried. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster. HIS DIARY Tonight, the Patriots lost, but at least I got laid.