bostonbuzz
Practice Squad Player
- Joined
- Sep 20, 2004
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FWIW: I wouldn't have had this take a month ago. I have just recently learned to live with the loss, and that has helped me appreciate the true value of last season from a fan perspective.[/QUOTE]
I am proud of the team for their 16-0 regular season run but last year's 18-1 record and SB loss actually took a little chunk of my NFL heart and soul and forever vanquished it to places unknown. It's hard to explain. It's 'almost' like what they managed to accomplish meant little. They squandered, quite possibly, the only real chance any team will ever have of completing the perfect post 14 game regular and championship season. I don't in anyway mean to diminish the hard work or effort believe me but the bottom line is they laid an egg in the biggest game in the history of the franchise...period. Say what you want about the Dolphins perfect season but...they didn't.
To live and breath the Patriots and NFL Football as a fan these last 40 plus years has been a thrill ride with many rewards worth waiting for. I doubt I'll ever again be able to or want to put quite as much effort into a football season after this flirt with perfection. I have come to realize that no matter what it's the ultimate prize at the end of the season that is the only thing that really matters to me as a fan...as I'm sure it does to the Patriots' Organization top to bottom.
Even if they make it to the SB this season undefeated I just can't have the same feelings about the team that I've had. Close maybe but not the same. It's like when you lose money in your 401k account you can never really make it back because it's money 'lost'. Even if the market goes back up and once again you start making money it's still money lost and you're not making money on top of that money. Once lost it's lost forever.
Harder to explain the way I feel than I thought...I think I'm becoming my own 'Shrink'...
I am proud of the team for their 16-0 regular season run but last year's 18-1 record and SB loss actually took a little chunk of my NFL heart and soul and forever vanquished it to places unknown. It's hard to explain. It's 'almost' like what they managed to accomplish meant little. They squandered, quite possibly, the only real chance any team will ever have of completing the perfect post 14 game regular and championship season. I don't in anyway mean to diminish the hard work or effort believe me but the bottom line is they laid an egg in the biggest game in the history of the franchise...period. Say what you want about the Dolphins perfect season but...they didn't.
To live and breath the Patriots and NFL Football as a fan these last 40 plus years has been a thrill ride with many rewards worth waiting for. I doubt I'll ever again be able to or want to put quite as much effort into a football season after this flirt with perfection. I have come to realize that no matter what it's the ultimate prize at the end of the season that is the only thing that really matters to me as a fan...as I'm sure it does to the Patriots' Organization top to bottom.
Even if they make it to the SB this season undefeated I just can't have the same feelings about the team that I've had. Close maybe but not the same. It's like when you lose money in your 401k account you can never really make it back because it's money 'lost'. Even if the market goes back up and once again you start making money it's still money lost and you're not making money on top of that money. Once lost it's lost forever.
Harder to explain the way I feel than I thought...I think I'm becoming my own 'Shrink'...