The 2007 season spoiled us all, not losing a game for the entire regular season sets some high standards. Even last year in defeats I went kicking and screaming and that was with Cassell in there and while it was easier cause we didnt have Brady I still didnt like it. Yesterday I think my will is finally broken. Even in the pit of my stomach I knew we were going to lose that game as the 4th quarter progressed(normally this feeling is brought on by a second or third quarter missed field goal by Gostkowski in a close game where I turn and say I hate f'in kickers thats going to hurt us later on) but thats another thread. Finally when it happenend no anger, no ranting phone calls to friends. No..nothing..just a click and ok what game should I watch at 4PM. I have been a fan since the early 80's so I have been through the hard times. And this doesnt compare. I just think we are on track for playoffs(sort of) I guess which us maybe why I am not worried or lack emotion. Maybe deep down I know even if we get in, we dont have a decent shot to win it all and that hasnt happenend in many years.