This is another example of why I've become more of a lurker than participant. It's hard to keep interested when the fans seem to care more about the team and its players than the owner. Most of what I hear, see or read about the Pats usually just makes me annoyed, angry, or pissed off, since the owner has informed me that he has accepted that I am a fan of a team that cheats, regardless of the lack of evidence. How can I defend my team when the owner refuses to do so.
It is almost incomprehensible how one extraordinarily bad decision has undone 20 years of extraordinarily good ones. Intellectually it really doesn't seem fair, but emotionally I can't help it. As off right now I don't want to hear word one from the man. He has killed the passion for a team I followed passionately since the day it was founded in 1960 when I was 12.
Now I don't follow much of anything about the NFL because I know its likely that when the Pats are mentioned, it's likely nothing good will be mentioned, and the injustice of that annoys me.. The Patriots and "deflategate" are now irreversibly linked, and unless or until I can come to terms with that I can only allow myself to remain at an arms length, or my head will explode.
On a side note, the more I think about it, the idea that some have offered that we send a message to the NFL and Bob Kraft by boycotting the opening game seems more viable than ever.. The image of Goodell showing up to a totally empty stadium in front of a national TV audience is kind of delicious, in a dark way.
It's not a totally comfortable thought since on the other hand I'd like to show the rest of country and Goodell how strongly we support the PLAYERS and coaches who have been so badly represented by their league, players association and owner.. But it seems to me that Goodell will never allow Brady to play in that opener, and as good a prospect as JG is, IMHO still a year away from being ready to beat a good Steeler team, even at home.,
Maybe this is just a sign of the passage of time. There was a time I would pour over the box scores every game. Know every player and most of their stats. Over the last decade or so, I have the most casual of interest in the Sox and couldn't name half the roster let alone know their stats. Now days I wait until September before I decide whether to invest any energy on them. Maybe when September rolls around the darkness might lift a bit, or maybe I'll just wait until December to see ifs worth investing in this season. All I know is I have a lot more time on my hands these days, and I'm not sure I'm putting it to good use.
I hope all of you are well.