Thanks for sharing. Courageous post.
I dealt with depression 20+ years ago when I was in medical school. Not as bad as yours, but not much fun. Hid it from everyone, managed to get through though it was a struggle. Never attempted suicide, but certainly thought about it a lot. Not a period of my life I want to re-experience.
I personally find all this talk of Martin being "thin skinned", "over sensitive" and a "head case" extremely offensive. He's quite tough in his own way, it's just different form the macho posturing that some seem to equate with toughness.
My freshman year of college, one of my good friends from childhood/high school committed suicide. It turned out that she had been suffering from depression all along, and we didn't know about it. We all took it pretty hard and wondered if we could have done more to prevent it. In hindsight, sure, we totally could have, but I don't think anyone really blamed themselves. You can't realistically go through life walking on eggshells, assuming that every seemingly-okay person that you talk to may be suicidal and in need of help.
Two years later, her best friend, who was another friend of mine, also committed suicide. Still not sure why he did it: he saw the fallout that his best friend's suicide caused, and what it did to her family and friends. Ever since then, I've wondered why they didn't say anything to anyone, especially the second guy. He had been on the other side of the equation, and knew exactly how badly the friends wish, after the fact, that they had known so that they could have done something. If he's said anything at all, any one of us would have dropped whatever we were doing without a second thought and done just about anything to help him out.
Maybe that's why I have such a hard time accepting that, after being told that his alleged friend was contemplating suicide, Incognito continued being such a relentless **** to the guy that he drove him to seek refuge in a hospital. Not only that, but he had an ongoing bet over whether or not he could 'break' the guy (which he very clearly did).
If your friend admits to you that he/she is contemplating suicide, then you should consider yourself lucky. They're reaching out, and that means that you have a chance to actually help them. In my experience, suicidal people very frequently don't reach out, out of fear that they'll be labeled in all of the same ways that people are labeling Jonathan Martin on this thread (thin-skinned, weak, unmanly). And that's not speculation - that's what survivors of suicide attempts, including yet another one of my good friends, consistently report.
The bottom line is that Incognito is very, very lucky that Martin didn't kill himself, because he would justifiably be feeling like a pretty awful person if things had gone a little differently. The fact that he responded to his friend's admission that he was contemplating suicide in such an awful way--one of the worst ways possible--frankly, should be self-evidently appalling to just about everyone.
I don't think anyone here is claiming that Incognito should have read Martin's mind. What we're claiming is that, once he was made aware that Martin was contemplating suicide,
regardless of the reason, he should have made damn sure that he was doing everything that he could to support to guy through a tough time in his life. In other words, he should have done the exact opposite of keeping a running bet over whether or not he could 'break' him.