01-21-2007, 10:01 PM
In the Starting Line-up
Join Date: Sep 2004
Location: Discordia, Stuart FL
Call me fair weather call me whatever you will. ***** you. I'm tired of putting quite the energy into this team that I do. I realize now that my time could have probably been better spent. I'm also an aspiring musician that has put my music completely on hold every ****ing football season, and I'm tired of it.
I'm probably going to get into a huge fight with all the **** talking Dolphins fans at my work tomorrow. Might get fired. Whatever, I don't care.
I'm so upset right now I just wish I could die.
I'm taking a break from this board, patsfans, and from the Patriots in general... until I figure out how to make a loss feel like no big deal then I have no room to ever root for a sports team again.
I swear. I feel like murder.
I feel like death to someone is the only answer. And that's not healthy.
**** you Chargers fans that'll get a kick out of this, you don't know what it feels like since you've never been in this position.
We're all human, we all deserve to feel right, and I don't feel right and that's not healthy. I don't feel healthy. Too much of my life rides on the Patriots.
I'd post this on patsfans to but it's been hacked or whatever again (errors out the ass). Whatever. I need to get my head right and now is not the time.